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astonishing_1
21 October 2005 @ 01:01 am

School is so...blah now...I've missed PoliSci class just about everytime for the past two weeks.  I went shopping at Arundel yesterday and went to Howard today. The fashion show was gooooood! Danielle's coming home this weekend! We're going to have sooooo much fun....but not too much fun since i'm still freakin 17 yrs. old. I got drunk last weekend and talked to Isaiah lol. (thanks hun) I'm alone in my room again and craving some affection. Jon's asleep for some reason and, surprisingly, i don't have any side buns to cuddle with. gosh, this sucks so bad. i'll post pics when i get my camera developed this weekend...

~toodles!~

 
 
astonishing_1
09 October 2005 @ 04:35 am

Today was a LOVELY day despite the rain! First, my friends and I went to the Patapsco Flea Market near school. We bought Lacoste polos for like $10, matching tiffany bracelets(supposedly lol. It looks real and that's all that matters!), and Seven jeans. Oh, i LOVE the flea market now!!!! I will be going there every weekend!!! It was so huge! and they had EVERYTHING!!! cell phones, jordans, north faces, even food! lol. Afterwards, we dropped my friend April off at school and went to see this house in the city that my friend J was interested in. The house was beautiful....hardwood floors, fireplaces, and a private entrance. During the summer i'll def. be chillin there! Um...we got hungry so, since the house is close to the harbor, we went to the Cheescake Factory and stuffed our faces!! yuuummmm! I treated J to lunch since he was being Aminata(best friend on campus) and I's schoffer lol. Then went to the Gallery to shop a little. By the time I got home I was soooooooo tired, so i napped for a couple hours. Stuff like this makes me happy i chose UMBC....cuz if i was in Salisbury(other choice) i def. wouldn't be able to just chill in the city...The city isn't thaaat bad. Honestly i thought it was but i guess every city has good and bad parts. There's just so much to do in the harbor. Hopefully next weekend will be just as fun.

  Of course nothing can ever be perfect b/c i got in a lil arguement w/ my boo. But i'm not gonna stress over it...i know he can't stay mad at me. Maybe he'll come see me later tonight....*crossfingers*

  Well, im about to head out again.

~toodles!~

 
 
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Testify - Common
 
 
astonishing_1
20 September 2005 @ 12:17 pm

All i have to say is....ya'll got lucky!

Don't get too siiced, ya'll only beat us by 1 point...and this is the first time ya'll won on our field in 10 YEARS!!!!!

lol..sike nah, good game. :)

>>>>As far as my life goes, I missed my political science class this morning :/ This is the second class I've missed since I've been here...damn i'm slackin. Um...the loan my mom applied for didn't get approved so my future at this school is kinda blurry now. Hopefully i can stay because this school has kinda grown on me lol. I know I sound kinda nonchalant about the whole loan situation but I just have a feeling that everything's gonna work out.

>>>>Me and Jon are still buns. Me, my friend Aminata, and her friend chilled over his dad's house on Saturday with him, Aaron, Twain, and Pierre...we smoked, ordered Chinese food, and chilled. lol. I need to stop...i will. But yeah, I see him at least once or twice a week which is cool.

>>>>Life on campus fluctuates between fun and boring. On friday there was a Pajama Party hosted by the Sigma's which was really fun. A lot of ppl from Morgan and Coppin came, making it even better. Me and Aminata chilled with the Sigma's before and after the party...they are soooooo cool. But the fun is over now...everyone's back to work! Speaking of which, I have another class in 2 hrs. and I'm not dressed and have not eaten! so, g2g! toodles! :)

 
 
Current Mood: upset that i missed class...
Current Music: Hypothetically>>>Lyfe
 
 
astonishing_1
19 September 2005 @ 10:19 pm

This is the crucial week this month! Got a test on wed. a paper due fri. and a bio test next fri.! ugh! ima be in the library ALL day EVERY day! lol

<<<<Me in the library not being studious! lol!

 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Sex Appeal - Ray Cash
 
 
astonishing_1
11 September 2005 @ 07:31 pm

  yeah i know its been a long time. sorry guyz! so last week was all about studying for the most part. Went to class, studied with friends, ate...A LOT! i swear my lil ass is gonna get fat! I've been staying up all night...literally....and spending the night in everyone else's room other than my own! me and Jon are still talkin even tho this week i've been just a little been mean to him...I dunno...talking to him just wasn't my first priority last week. but we talked and we're cool again. I came home friday and chilled with Tecia and Tola(best male friend) all night!!!!  i haven't seen Tola in like a month cuz he was in Africa. but yeah, we had so much fun catching up and stuff. On Saturday, me, Tecia, and my mom's friend's son that goes to my school went to howard to go to the game and step show. OMG! we got lost trying to get to howard so we missed the game. Howard lost by the way...I did get to chill with TATI which was so good cuz i miss that gurlie so much. She showed me around campus and in the process i found...well isaiah found me! aawwww! i gave him 2 hugs! lol.  I also saw lauren brewer and brandon(w/ the pretty eyes) that goes to laurel. Went to the stepshow later on and had too much fun! It was like a big ass party...and the guys that stepped were sooooooo goood! Afterwards we chilled at Tecia's house for the rest of the night. hmmm...sunday was my study day and now im back at school! i'll update lata!

Toodles!

 
 
astonishing_1
29 August 2005 @ 07:02 pm

Don't delete me ppls!!!! just gettin adjusted to the college life. The first night was cool. I met up with this gurl named Aminata that i met on facebook at this lil "extreme social" party they had planned. So I hung out with her and these 2 other guys until like 1:30 a.m...we ordered pizza and watched Belly in one of the guys dorms. I felt kinda bad coming in somewhat late on the first night esp. when my roomate was tryna sleep. o wells! Last night(the 2nd night) was cool too.  Jon came and got me at like 10 then we went to his house and chilled for a few hours. ;) lol. Afterwards we picked up Aaron and of course his dumbutt wanted to smoke...so he did...and jon joined...and so did I! omg it was crazy. I know i shouldn't have but it was so tempting. So we hit like 3 j's on the way back to my school. On the way we stopped at mcdonald's but the chick at the drive thru window said it was closed for 10 min. wtf? lol. so we waited, got food, and then went back to my school. I didn't get back till like 4:30 and i know my roomate had to have been pissed. i honestly feel bad for waking her up but o wells. But yeah, besides that school is um....well i have too much freedom. lol. and i'm luvin it!!! but classes start wednesday so my fun stops then ::sigh:: i'll ttyl a lil bit later

~toodles!~

 
 
astonishing_1
19 August 2005 @ 09:30 am

Yesterday was fun...

*Bought two pair of shoes from Marshall's! Some mocasins(Report) and some casual/tennisshoes(Royal Elastics).

*Stopped by Hecht's at Laurel Mall....that mall is slummin now...

*Went to Marshall's in Laurel...saw Julia, bought nothing :( lol.

*Fooled around in toysrus...hahaa...

<---Me in this...

...Little Tikes woot-woot!!! gosh, i can't believe i can still somewhat fit!

*TATI'S LEAVING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

«My babe...sorry my phone sucks...

*probably gonna see Jon tonight yessssss! or go see my babe...dunno. Maybe i'll do both!

*JERRI'S COMING TOMORROW!!!!!  i can't wait. She's my only girl cousin my age and i love her to pieces! Mwuah!

*Last day of work!!!!!! unfortunately, i think i might miss this place...well miss the ppl...well, miss shopping with Carmelita lol.

 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: So Seductive - Tony Yayo & 50 cent
 
 
astonishing_1
15 August 2005 @ 08:04 am

  So this weekend was a blower...well almost. I can't even remember what I did Friday night lol...hmmm...probably just sat in the house and did a few chores. Saturday morning Jon came over for a little while so we could fool around a lil bit before we went out that evening. So everything was going good until my cousins randomely showed up. So I had to leave Jon up in my room while i talked to them for a while. Went back upstairs and had a little more fun with my boo. After that he left, my mom came home and we went to Annapolis Mall. While on the way to the mall my mom starting talking about how I need to stop talkin to Jon and "get off him". She told me I couldn't go out with him that night and that I can't call him. She went so far as to say that he can't visit me on campus! I was just laughed at that one. She was like "oh so u think this is funny? If he wants to visit you he has to call and ask me first..." I really REALLY wanted to kirk but I didn't cuz I thought about me only having 2 more weeks left of this crap. Knowing that i  barely have 2 weeks left is the only thing that keeps me sane these days lol. She kept trashing my boo all the way to the mall, in the mall, and on the way home. She started talkin bout how Jon is gonna distract me from my schoolwork and that she thinks I'm gonna give up my goals for him...This really hurt me because it felt like my mom thought that i was stupid...like i would give up my goals, which i've had before i met any of these dudes, for some nigga. Jon probably pushed me to do well more than a lot of other ppl. He would never want me to fail...In the mall i got away from her for a little while and called Jon and vented...of course he was upset too but all he did was listen. grrrrrr....i can't wait to leave.

  So later that evening I tried to make plans with Danielle since my mom wouldn't let me go out with Jon. Of course i was just gonna meet him at the movies if Dani came with me lol. But she pissed me off too...gosh i guess Saturday was just not my day...Now dani has seen her bf everyday this week except for Wednesday. So the one time i ask her to chill with me she's cool with it at first...then i call back and talk to her mom about it and her mom's like "well, idk cuz Jamal's here..." so i talk to Dani and she's like well maybe he can drop me off cuz we dont have any plans. I talk to my mom, get the keys to the car and i'm all ready to go. Dani calls me back talkin bout "well...i think he wants to go out to eat...Are you mad?" I just say whateva and get off the phone. All i ask is for one effing day jeeze but whateva. I understand they wanna spend time together before she leaves but then again so do i....actually its whateva now.

  A little later Jon calls and asks if i'm going to the movies with dani still..i tell him no so his dumb butt goes and makes plans with effing Cierra (not that i have anything against her). I say whateva to that too. At that point i was just irritated with everyone so I vented to Isaiah...i know he's tired of hearing me complain all the time lol. But he listened anyway..I felt a little better after that...While I was talkin to him Jon called back and was like "Hey babes, stop crying...Since you can't come to me, can i come to you?...i'll be there shortly." Finally, things were starting to look up. He came over and we were lunchin for a minute. Then we started kissing...he picked me up and carried me to the room...and yeah, we did the jammie. lol. but it was only for a little while cuz my cousin, knowing that everyone was pissin me off, dragged me out the house and made me go to my Auntie's cookout. On the way out Jon realized that he didn't have his keys..grrrrr! not again!!! So we had to search for them while my cousin waited outside. He found them a little later...wedged in between his door. What an idiot! lmao. So we both left...

  The rest of the weekend went by really fast. At my aunts house everyone was drunk...got to see a lot of the fam. so that was cool. After that it was like 1:00 and my effing aunt was talkin bout how nobody can take any food home (WTF!) and my mom, cousin, and i were still hungry so we went home, changed, and went to the new Chicken&Waffles place. YUMMY!!!! i never knew that tasted sooooo goooood together!!!! gotta go back again. I got home around 3, checked on jon, and went to sleep. On Sunday i chilled with my other cousin, Peaches, and my mom...again. We saw 4 Brothers and it was soooooooo GOOOOOOOD!!! omg! i wanna see it again! it was GOOD lol. Came home and talked to Tatiana for forever...gosh i love her and happy that i can at least count on her to always be there for me. She's moving in on Sat. *tear* Talked to jon, watched Family Guy, went to sleep.

The End..lol...j/k..Toodles!

 
 
Current Mood: chicken&waffles please!!!!!
Current Music: It's all about me - mya & sisqo
 
 
astonishing_1
12 August 2005 @ 07:10 am

  So nothing happened yesterday...Christian didn't come over because I was purposely out with my mom all night. Yesterday i went so far as to call my ex, and even made plans with him...my mom even said i could stay home while she went out...I could've easily smashed Chris all night...::sigh:: but then i thought about Jon and forced myself to get in the car with her. I'm glad i did tho. I would've never been able to forgive myself if I had done that with chris or christian. But yeah, talked to Isaiah yesterday and he unintentionally made me realize that all i need is my boo. Especially when we were talking bout what happened at Aaron's house. LMAO!!!! Still rolling on the floor laughing at what he told me about Aaron. hahahaa...So Saturday, when Jon gets back from ATL, ima go over his house or vice versa and yeah...hopefully something good happens! ;) 

  But eniwayz, yesterday my mom and I went to my cousin's house to see the baby and eat dinner. Then went out to Rockville to go to the Container Store. lol. I never knew there were enough container's in the world to actually fill a store. that's just crazy but whateva. Only ended up buying like 3 things. Went home and talked to this guy named Harry that goes to umbc for a quick min. Then downloaded some songs on my ipod and tried to not think about sex...hmmm, i def. failed! but o well.

~toodles!~

 
 
Current Mood: horny
Current Music: Play - David Banner
 
 
astonishing_1
11 August 2005 @ 07:23 am

  Hmmm...today is going to be hard...I'm horny. lol.  I can't even deny my urges to fuck anymore...its been waaay to long. But I'm basically stuck right now...Jon will probably be working all weekend...and Christian...i don't even know y i just mentioned his name. I can't do that. Yesterday he came over, just to talk to me, well more like my mom, before he leaves for Morehouse on Monday. So we chilled and watched the soaps with my mom in the kitchen for a while. (yes! i tape Young & the Restless and Bold & the Beautiful everyday!!lol) Of course after that my mom went upstairs and went to sleep. I swear she wants something to happen between us so bad! lol. So we took the TV in the living room and watched Aristocrats (remember that movie?) cuz that's all i had on VHS. lol. We ate icecream and laughed the whole time. For some reason I couldn't stop looking at him...i dunno...he just looks so good to me. And everytime I looked at him my mind raced back to that shyt that went down at Ivo's and Bebe's(dunno y i spelled it like that) house last year and some stuff that happened this summer...and well, maybe thats y im horny now lol. But then I thought about Jon and all those thoughts were erased...for a while. lol. j/k. I mean, i could never do that to jon...the fact that its even crossed my mind bothers me. At 11:30 I told him he had to go...we hugged and that was it. Before he left I asked him if he wanted to come over tomorrow(today) just to chill again. He said yeah...wtf was i thinking?!  I know that if i get in my basement alone with him..nm, i don't even wanna go there.  Christian is my weakness, and maybe that's y i've pretty much been ignoring all his calls lately. The only thing that turns me off about him is the fact that he's smashed so many gurls, esp. from lhs. I dunno...maybe i'll just tell him i'm busy or something...if i avoid him i can avoid something from happening.  Right now i think i need to talk to my boo to get these thoughts out of my head!

 
 
Current Mood: horny
Current Music: One Night Stand - Lil Jon & the Eastside Boyz w/oobie
 
 
astonishing_1
08 August 2005 @ 09:18 am

2 more weeks of work!!!!!! yesssss....

 I love getting paid but honestly, i'm tired of this work thing. In 2 more weeks there will be no more getting up at 5 a.m.!!!!! I miss sleep...So this weekend was pretty simple. Went to my cousin Terrell's house to see the baby n stuff after work. Stayed over there till like 7 sumthing then went home and tried to catch a movie with Jon. We missed the movie so we just ordered out from Ruby Tuesday's (my fav.!!!) and watched a movie in my basement. We had a pillow fight too lol...good times...On Sat., I took pics at Focus Photography/Sharp Eye Photo. The pics turned out to be really nice and the customer service was great. Me and my mom took pics together...it was cute. I'll try to post them somehow soon...Later, my mom and I bought Terrell a bunch of food for her house since she'll be home for a while and might not feel like cooking. Chilled over there for a long while and played with CeCe..lol. she makes me laugh sooo much! well actually, all little kids do. They just do the funniest things i swear. My mom volunteered to do all of the kids laundry for Terrell! gosh, my mom's too nice. On Sunday I chilled at home then went to Terrell's house again around 3. Talked to Jerri later that night and turns out she's gonna take off from the 20th to the 24th which is good...she'll get to stay with us longer. Me and Jon also made it official...finally. lol. he's sooooo happy lol...so am i. but yeah, that's about it. Hope everyone else had a little more fun than i did!

Oh yeah! I got my roomate..her name's Olivia Marcicini or sumthin like that. I figure she's Italian. I'll also be stayin in Susquehanna(sp)...Rm. 221 if u wanna come visit! lol. hey i mean i have no curfew and can have visitors for up to like 4 days so be my guest! lol. j/k.

*Beautifulsoul06 has inspired me to start my shopping again! thanks gurl! def. goin to the mall at lunch lol.*

~toodles~ 

 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
astonishing_1
05 August 2005 @ 08:26 am

 Went up to the hospital yesterday as planned to see the new baby! He's so adorable!!!!

He's soooo tiny! lol. 6lbs & 8oz.! hahaa. if that's small i wonder how little i was! I weighed 41bs. and 6oz. lol. Awww! Terrell(his mom) is doing great. All she's been talking about is getting a sip of her grey goose that someone bought her. lol. she's a trip! Ronnie's hyper butt was at the hospital yesterday too...so was some of the fam. but I'll post more pics later. It was fun seeing everybody but I'm mad those moochers ate all the popeyes!!! whateva, still luv em'!  hmmm...today I'm getting my hair done cuz lord knows its a mess right now. Then going to see the baby again, since Terrell will be home. Dag thats crazy how u have a baby one day and then they kick u out the hospital the next. Can't u get a lil recovery time!?! Tomorrow I take my senior pics (lol!) at sharp eye. Yes, i know its soooooooo late, but my mom wants me to take them just so she can have a few photos of me in my cap and gown. Might take some glamour shots too so gotta do some shopping between today and tomorrow! well, that's about it for today...Oh!!! isaiah!...sorry!!!...i was so tired last nite! </p>

~toodles!~

P.S. - here's the link if the pic doesn't show up...

 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Put It On Me - Ja Rule feat. Lil' Mo
 
 
astonishing_1
04 August 2005 @ 07:45 am

  Yesterday was such an awesome day! :) First of all my cousin Terrell went into labor!!!!!! And she had a beautiful bouncing baby boy!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. He was a healthy 6lbs! awesome right? yup. i LOVE babies! im so excited and can't wait to go see her and him today after work.

  So eniwayz, work was normal yesterday. Talked to Jon on the phone for a good min. but it really didn't change anything. So after work I had made plans to chill with Patrick(friend from middle school. Kenmoor woot-woot!!!) before he went back to school but of course nothing ever goes as planned. lol. Dante (friend since he's been born; he's a year younger than me lol.) ended up driving to my house just because...So we went to 7-11 to get my mom some coffee and then we started scheming in the car. He wanted to go see his girlfriend who lives by Jon's dad's house. So being the awesome person that I am (hehe!) I convinced both our moms to let us go out there. It wasn't too hard to convince them tho. Arrived at Jessie's(his gurl) house about 10 min. later...I met her mom who turned out to be really cool. I talked to her for a while, just about everything. Then chilled with Jessie and Dante until I could figure out things with Jon. So yeah, he picked me up from Jessie's house like 10 min. after i got there...i just got in the car...didn't really care where we were going. Tried to kiss him...lol...that failed. So after we pass his house, I'm really starting to wonder where we're going, so i ask and he says to [info]uptown_athlete's   </a>[info]house. YAAAAY! lol. When we got there i met his mom who was really nice. We went up to his room and I was like ISAAAAAAIAAAAH!!!!! and grabbed him. haha! I must be the slowest person in the world because i didn't even see the other ppl that were in the room. One was Elijah and one was a girl who at first i didn't even recognize (lol. sorry hun!) so yeah, he introduced us n everything was cool. So me and jon chilled there for a minute....jon made elijah kick me! lil loser!(jon not elijah) Elijah was a lil hyper thing! omg..i thought he was a lot calmer than that. but even tho he straight carried me, i still think he's a cutie! So after a little while jon figured isaiah wanted to be alone so he gave me the lil "lets go" signal...isaiah walked us out and me and him talked out front for a good min. hahaa! i think jon was jealous cuz i stole his friend! lol. just kiddin...i could never break that bond between them...never. so we basically talked about my lil issue with jon and his guest. While talkin to him i realized how much i sincerely missed his punk ass. Awwww! i hugged him like 5 million times...j/k more like 3...but whateva same difference! Jon was like lookin at me like wtf?! i never get that many hugs. lol. I kinda lost track of time cuz i was supposed to meet up with Dante at 9 sumthin. hmmmm....got in the car with jon, we flirted a little, had sum fun in the car...i got my kiss. Before i got out he was just like "i'm just real heated with u right now...but u still got me" hahaa i win. sike nah, its not about winning or losing.

  After i got home i still tried to see what was up with Patrick but my mom changed her mind....of course. So now I won't be able to see him till like Christmas break...o wells ::sigh:: We'll still keep in touch...hopefully.

~have an awesome day! toodles!~ 

 
 
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Play No Games - Lil Jon & the Eastside Boyz
 
 
astonishing_1
03 August 2005 @ 08:35 am

So yesterday Ty came over which was cool. We chilled for about an hour and caught up on old times. He's turning 18 on Sun.! wow, everyone's 18 except me . C'mon November!!!! hurry up! lol. Me and Jon finally had a talk about our relationship status. Of course he was upset afterwards, i think because of the way i said it. I made it seem like i just wanna keep him on the side until i find someone else at school. Honestly, there's no one else i want...right now. College changes ppl, not saying that its gonna change me, but who knows what may happen. I just wanna chill with him w/o a title for a while. Ionno, i think im scared to commit to him... And now i think he's gettin a lil tired of waiting for me to make up my mind.

  So later he came over so we could talk face to face. I don't think it helped much cuz now he's in this lil nonchalant mood which is worse than him being openly upset.  He was whateva about everything....so...i tried to "seduce" him lol. i tried to get him to touch me cuz i know that if he does, there's no way he can stay mad at me, but he wouldn't even do that! haha! he knows me waaaay to well! so i stopped cuz i realized that i was acting really dumb and too submissive. After a few ackward moments of silence he said he had to go. I called him about 10 min. later, i needed some closure i guess. He said he wants what i want or sum crap like that. grrrr!

 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Do You - Do or Die
 
 
 
astonishing_1
01 August 2005 @ 08:43 am

 Sheba's going to Rome!!!!! lucky bitch! lol. Her and her fam. are going on a 2 week cruise around Europe. They're going to Germany, Italy, Spain, France and everywhere in between!!!! She should be there by now cuz she left yesterday around 4. They didn't tell her where they were going but i think she's going to be sooooo surprised! Damn i wish i were apart of their family right now! but yeah, as far as the weekend goes...went out to eat with Sheba, my mom and my mom's friend at Copeland's in Annapolis. The food was okay...nothing special. Um...talked to Jon all night every night. Ronnie and Tee came over as usual on Friday and we talked all night. Gosh I love my Ronnie! But yeah, recently I found out that my cousin Jerri and my cousins Tee and Terrell have the same father...hmmm...Its just like my situation with Enisha...her mom and my mom are cousins but me and her have the same father. So Jerri doesn't know that she has 2 older sisters up here...this could be the reason why they stopped letting her visit. But whateva...Tee said i could tell and that's just what i intend to do if they prevent her from coming on the 20th. Went to Marshall's in Laurel on Sunday and Kevin let me use his discount. One of the ppl that worked there was tryna hook me up with him not knowing that we went to school together lol. To return the favor I bought him lunch from Ruby Tuesday's. haha! i know the other ppl at his job were jealous. Went to the other Marshall's in Greenbelt and used his discount again.  So overall my mom bought 3 suits and sum dress pants and i bought 2 jackets, a pair of jeans, and a sweat suit thingy. The total was about $350 which was good seeing as how that would've been the total for just 3 of my mom's suits without the discount.

Weekend pics:

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y202/wow_urshort09/01%20cutie/ps2009.jpg

***Me & Ronnie! awww! i looove her sooooo much!!!!!***

http://us.f3.yahoofs.com/users/421d10d2zc5d67985/dcf3/__sr_/7205.jpg?phUvh7CBjBbMrd6W

***Ronnie eatin an apple. She loves apples...***

http://us.f3.yahoofs.com/users/421d10d2zc5d67985/dcf3/__sr_/def8.jpg?phUvh7CBaBTuDiRD

***The dramatic face. She's not really crying she just puts her head in her hands and says "oh noooo!"***

http://us.f3.yahoofs.com/users/421d10d2zc5d67985/dcf3/__sr_/d5b6.jpg?phUvh7CBWCXtuoCR

***Her being so mischievous.***

 
 
Current Mood: chill
Current Music: Fuck what ya heard
 
 
astonishing_1
29 July 2005 @ 07:50 am

  So yesterday as you know, I did a little shopping. I bought these cute Nike's from Nordstrom's and only ended up paying $20 for them cuz of the sale and my gift card. They're white, black, and "mean greeen" lmao. What the hell is "mean green" haha! But yeah, then I moved on to Forever 21 and only ended up getting a beater cuz i couldn't find any "mean green" shirts which was $5. Bought lunch and ran into Carmelita's friend again (the cute guy) :-) Then later, i got my jeans and shirt out of layaway at one of the Marshall's. On the way to the front I spotted these cute Adidas that were white, silver, and peach.  They were only $22 so I bought them...well my mom bought them for me. lol. So yesterday turned out to be a pretty good day.

Omg! i can't believe I almost forgot this..Jerri called me back!!!!!! :) lol. Omg, i miss her soooooooooooooooooo much. Jerri's my cousin that lives in Lynchburg...She's just about the only cousin I have that's my age. She came up here a couple of times and loved it. I didn't even know she existed until my aunt's funeral and ever since then we've been really close. For graduation, my mom had bought her and her sister tickets to come up but our fam. that lives down there didn't let them come...they can be so weird sometimes. I guess they want Jerri to stay down in boring ass lynchburg so she won't move up here and away from them. Plus there's some tension between my aunts that goes waaaaay back before me and Jerri were born. They're still holdin grudges which is so petty esp. since we're family. I wish they would leave that gurl alone forreal. But yeah, we talked and she said she's gonna to come up on the 20th for the cookout! I want to be excited but then again i don't want to be disappointed again. But yeah, she has a slight accent so its funny when she talks sometimes. She's super pretty and loves to shop just like all the females in our fam. haha! i sound like a fan so lemme just chill.

Pics:

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y202/wow_urshort09/01%20cutie/ps2005.jpg

*Carmelita! co-worker and favorite shopping buddy. This gurl shops more than me!*

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*Carmelita and Leslie(co-worker) waiting for the train*

 

 
 
astonishing_1
28 July 2005 @ 07:59 am

  Wow that storm was crazy last night!!!! so many trees and powerlines were down!!!! I think just about everyone experienced power outages or at least some light flickering. Hope everyones okay tho! Hmmm....nothing interesting going on...its 7:50 a.m. so i guess i'll just post some random pics. Hope these show up!!!! lemme know if they don't. Thanks! ima use links until i figure out how to make my pics show up.

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*Ronnie*

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*ME!!!!*

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*Mean face grrrrr! lol! sike nah. im too nice for all that*

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*Happy face :D*

TOODLES!!!!

 
 
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astonishing_1
26 July 2005 @ 04:12 pm
Wassup with Dream tomorrow??? someone please let me know asap!
 
 
astonishing_1
26 July 2005 @ 09:43 am

  So the other day after work I went with my mom to Bowie Town Center but before I left I changed into this lil skirt and a polo. When we were driving down the street we ran into Chris, Q, and sum other little kids. They were in the middle of the street so my mom honked her horn and yelled at them to get out the street lol. Of course they moved all slow and were lookin all up in the car. But yeah, later that night Chris texted me talkin bout "You were lookin cute today....when am i gonna see you again..." grrrr....i swear its like every 6 months he pulls this shyt. So he called a lil bit later and has been calling everyday. I talked to him maybe once but it was only for a quick sec. After what he did last time I want to just be like "eff you" but i can't. I still don't think i've fully gotten over him...I know all he wants to do is smash, i want to too, but ionno. Everytime i think about it I think about Jon and how unfair that would be to him. I guess I'll try not to give in this time... 

  The weekend was good. I didn't go out with Ash or Carmelita because Ronnie(cousin) came over. Omg. i took the cutest pic of her on Sat. that i'll put up tomorrow. She's going through her "terrible twos" phase but she's still a lil sweetheart. She had me laughin all weekend at sum of the stuff she did and said. I went over Tati's house on Sat. and chilled with her, Haroon, Tony, and their other friend. Tecia came over Sat. night and we talked till like 12 lol. On Sunday, Ronnie, Tee (her mom, my cousin), my mom, and I went shopping at Annapolis Mall. My mom bought me some gold shoes and I bought myself a cute brown and gold tunic and a denim shrug with different color designs on the back. We also went to Marshalls across the street from there and put a bunch of stuff in layaway for the fall. *smile*

  Yesterday, I stayed home from work...haha. I was too tired! So i slept till like 10:30(which is late considering i have to wake up at 5:15 erry day!), called Jon, and waited for him to come over. We fooled around for a bit then chilled and watched my fav. soaps: Young and the Restless and Bold & the Beautiful. After Jon left a couple hours later, i layed in bed and watched Laguna Beach re-runs again. Ate dinner and went back to my room to watch more LG. Jeeze i wish i could live their lives for just one day! Talked to Jon some more that night...we talked about friendship n stuff. Watching LG made me realize that i have no friends that i actually chill with like that. I mean, yeah i have Danielle, but we've only hung out maybe once or twice this whole summer cuz of work. Tati lives too far and we both don't have cars and our parents never wanna take us anywhere. Tecia and I have gotten closer but there's only so much i can do with her cuz of my moms rules and cuz of my age. And so on and so on with the rest of my friends. The only person i really can say i've hung out with this summer is Jon. lol. that's sad forreal. He's almost my best friend which is good but just weird...Yes, i still love T, Tati, Dani, and Sheba but we just haven't hung out as much and i guess i miss it. Ima try to go see tati as much as i can since I'm closest with her. Dani seems to always be in a lil "mood" i guess cuz her boyfriend's been at Bowie all summer or whateva and i can't hang around someone who seems to be sad all the time. hmmm...i think i've typed enough for  today and tomorrow so

Toodles! :)

 
 
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